I don't know what happened earlier this week, but it was as if the whole universe exploded into a mash of needy chaos. It was nuts. It made me nuts. Things seemed to have sorted themselves out...thank you Jebus...but it was really crazy and really intense for a few days.
Nano is sucking this year.
No, I am sucking at Nano this year.
I came into it with lovely pictures, a wonderful 3-D collage and that was about it.
The Discovery process.
In some ways it has helped. The lovely pictures keep me going.
In some ways it has been a pain in my backside. I had no outline and am still wobbling about for a plot. I think I have it and then it disappears.
I think that I just need to take a day. Throw together a hasty outline and start the freak over. I can mash the word count together at the end of Nano,but for now, every time I open the document I just feel like TOTAL failure.
I'll ponder what will be best to do.
Mostly, I just needed to post something and I figured why not whine ;)