Will Write for Chocolate started yesterday.
My first impulse was to throw in the towel and not bother the others with my presence. I wanted to curl up and just let the world wash over me while I hid.
Not a luxury. My G-kid had a soccer game and I promised I'd go.
Something funny happened. I stopped feeling sorry for myself. Cheering for the red team to go, go, go and thrilling when she came running straight for me at a break. She wanted my water, grabbed it and contentedly threw herself into her father's lap to rest, but hey, for a moment I was all important. ;)
While I am sad. I realize that life goes on. My brother would be the first to box my ears for finding the fetal position and hibernating.
Thank you to everyone for your well wishes and FGV's for Scotty. I believe that it puts the positive out there for Scotty and it helps me pull myself up out of myself and keep moving forward, one step at a time.
Word count yesterday: 398
Word count today: 1034
eh, one day of Nano but these are words that move the story forward, not just willy, nilly words! Just say'n.